i am not a wedding planner

I am not insanely organized or a master of multitasking.  I get overwhelmed when I have a lot of things to accomplish in a short (or long) amount of time.  I have to think for a long time and weigh all of the different options before making a decision.  And then I change my mind.  I make to-do lists that take me weeks to finish and I forget things I was told two minutes ago.  If I had to plan our wedding on my own, I would go insane.  It would certainly be too much for me to handle all by my lonesome.

This is one of the many reasons why I am so thankful for Noah.  He is organized.  He's kept track of our wedding planning on wonderful spreadsheets and to-do lists.  He has made  most of the phone calls to vendors and is good at finding useful information quickly.  When I start to freak out about things he calmly listens to my worries and then tells me, "Hey, it'll all be ok.  I love you."  And those are exactly the words I need to hear.  Every time.

I don't know what I would do without him.  Not just with wedding planning, but with my life in general.  And the feeling is mutual.  We can't imagine our lives apart from each other and we're so excitedly looking forward to being married.  Only eighty days left!  :)